I almost want to learn to play an instrument. (Confusing sort of feeling, actually. Weird emotion, which can describe a lot of what I am and what life is right now, if I am and if it's anything. I don't know.) Either way, I'm stuck vaguely wondering if I'm losing the ability to perceive all people as people. I'm stuck wondering if there's something ( Read more... )

Christmas is never big enough around these parts but I thought I should squeeze out of my withering savings fund what I can for the occasion, because dammit I love you guys and I look fabulous. Deidara can shop. D'you know that? Swear to God I didn't know that. I mean, there was that one trip out for my birthday but that was different because- Well ( Read more... )